Friday, October 14, 2011

Fear-Be Safe

Does anyone ever plan to get pregnant?  No, and that’s one of my main fears, getting pregnant when that’s the last thing I need.  I don’t take care of myself, I don’t take birth control but I also don’t have sex to avoid this problem.  I’m scared that a baby can get in the way of so many things.  I’m 18 years old and I absolutely don’t need a baby right now.  I have a full life ahead of me and I have enough time to have a baby later on.  Another reason why I’m scared is because I grew up most of my life with no father to turn to, my mom was mommy and daddy to me and I saw her struggle to give my sister, my brother and me everything we needed.  I want to make sure whoever my baby daddy will be stays with me, supports us, and that he’ll never leave our side.  I want to be prepared for a baby.  I want to know all of its needs, and a perfect way to care for him/her.  I want it to be when I’m ready for a baby, when I have time for it because a baby needs all of the love and time from its parents and that’s exactly what I need to give him or her.

1 comment:

  1. Your fear is intersting but I don't think that can be a fear, if you don't want to get pregnant just protect yourself and nothing is going to happend, I like the way that you describe the time that you want to have a baby.

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